Everything in life usually has a side effect. When taking medicine or even down to making a decision. There are a million of side effects that can go on during my walk to motherhood. The first big side effect is the hurting on our pocket. Daniel has been working so hard for us to be able to go down this road. I could never do anything to show him how much I appreciate the hard work he has put in. We have all ready spend about three thousand in unsuccessful tries, and we still have a lot more appts to go. God tells us he will never give us anything we cannot handle. I know God is just waiting for the correct time to send us our baby. But we need all the prayers we can get, because we have only enough saved for two round of iui and you have to pay up front. NO PAYMENT PLAN!! I feel like I’m a burden to my husband because he has to go through all of this with me, and work twice has hard to help me.
The second side effects are the medicine. Seriously one minute I love the world. The next minute I’m ready to kill someone. Then here comes the rain. I cry over everything. The least little things make me cry. I could not find a shoe for Daniel and I cried for thirty minutes about the lost shoe. The medicine makes you feel like you’re going crazy, and it makes me get on my own nerves so I can imagine what Daniel is feeling.
Side effects to be prepared for it cost a lot. The second thing is go ahead and tell everyone you’re sorry for your actions up front. Especially your husband, trust me you will be telling him your sorry a whole a lot. Always carry tissues that’s a must. Lastly talk about how you feel to yourself or write things down. Do not keep stuff bottled up, because the bottle will pop. I feel like I’m always begging God for a baby, but God is always listening to me go on and on and on.
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